When it’s you that’s the problem.

14th June 2019 It’s been a while since I last blogged. It might benefit me to create a more regular …

Diary: Rejection, loneliness, depression.

2nd October 2018 I feel as though I’m in a really difficult time in my life.  I finished Uni this …

“I need space”

4th April 2018 I feel guilty sometimes for wanting to be alone. Even when I’m alone in my room back …

Panic feels like..

16th February 2018 Terror A trap. Uncontrollable sobbing Uncontrollable rocking Dizziness Racing heart Sadness Desparation Loneliness Fatigue Lack of energy …

Dear you.

15th January 2018 I know you don’t exist in reality, but in my existence you do, and I wanted to …

The highs and lows of christmas time.

23rd December 2017 I’m back at home for Christmas and it’s great, as always, to be away from Uni and …

When you want someone, but they don’t want you.

24th November Initially, it felt like we were on the same page. For a while I felt positive, hopeful..I really …

Triggers.

23rd November 2017 So today I was excited to meet a friend in the morning, but I woke up to …

Reflecting on life change, mental health and university during my first year.

11th November 2017 So just now, I knew I had to write. But I wasn’t sure what to write about …

Evenings are the worst..

7th November 2017 This morning I woke up feeling fed up. I looked (and still look) like hell, heavy bags …